It's hard to find a man who's a genuine original
When all the guys I see are data virtual and digital
I've spent almost every night searching every single site and I'm bored
Nobody seems to understand that my brain ain't stable
They got me out on the ledge
feel like I'm falling off the edge it ain't no fable
It's reality, feel like I'm on the offensive, they trying to tackle me
Cause I'm just a G riding one deep
And every time I ride I ride with gun on seat
Watching out for jackers cause I know they scoping
Trying to leave a real niggas head wide open
Pulling down swangers cause they ain't clacking
I try to grow up but I am chased by my fears
It could happen to me and I worry in tears
Reports of the girl making me scared
Led of to die and why was I spared?
My bags are packed and I'm about to go
I'm giving you the time to be alone
But just in case you have a change of mind girl
Here's my number where I'll be
As I lay me down to sleep tonight
Lord I pray that You would hold me tight
I've been going through some trying times
Seems like I was about to lose my mind
I hear you just got married took a month long honeymoon
A new love smiles at the weddin' you cried when you kissed the groom
I got no invitation I guess the mailman didn't bring it to me
But I see the whole thing in slow motion everynight as I try to sleep