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"What are the perks of having no one?"
I don't have an answer for that question, if you are asking me. Frankly speaking, I am an experienced person when the subject is being a lone wolf. I am pretty sure it is in my nature to push people away and keep no relation with anyone. I just want a cat, that's all. There would be nothing to be discussed if it were that easy, right? I am being really honest here, that I cannot make friends. I mean, I can talk to people and such if the job requires but no, I still prefer my own company. Friends? Of course I do, did, have some, two. One of them has no idea where I am and there is no means of communication whatsoever. The other one knows but has failed to captivate my love for them. It is weird, I know. I still think back and forth about what I have done that leads to the "me now", but never come up with a reason, let alone solution. I am miserable and misfortune. Don't you think? Heh, right, you don't know me. Don't worry because I feel the same. I mean, there is always that one solution for all the problems. You probably know it, too. But by doing that would be a great exhibition of disloyalty to my beloved ones and that would be the last thing in my mind. Sometimes, my brain just goes bank and nothing comes right out of it despite how hard I try. It happens, I know. I know I know too well but nothing about making my life a better one. It would be like marching at the same place over and over again without no one cheering or clapping their hands encouraging. Lost and abandoned by myself. I'm tired and I want to sleep away all of these hassles.
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